Monday, April 30, 2012

4/30/12 White Haiku Black Heart



Dark moods dark haiku
Not meaning to be so emo
Just can't help myself

That time of the month
Does crazy things to my brain
Roller coaster ride

Last straw, cold turkey
Cutting all my ties to you
For sanity sake.

Painful images
Mock me as I admire.
Implicit taunting.

Like a bee to blooms
Fickle Amorosity
Searching for sweeter.

How long will I ache?
How many haiku will help,
Till I hurt no more?

4/24/13 The Bridges of Haiku County

I ask for too much
To know you inside and out
Just a hint of you.

Lustful desires
Is all I'm good for it seems
But not good enough.

Craving Attention
Knowing I'll cave to your whims
Using kryptonite

S'pose I can't blame you
For my addiction to you
But you fan the flames

When no one else will
When you have an itch to scratch
You come seeking me.

Are you boy or girl?
How can I ever be sure?
You wont give me proof.


4/23/12 Dirty Haiku

Must I continue
Carrying conversation
With one word answers?

Talking goes two ways
Wonder why I don't contact?
Give talk to get talk.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Hang Em' Haiku

4/22/12
Another year older
Age is just a state of mind
Tell that to my bod

Do unto others
Was always my golden rule
Why can't it be theirs?

Two bucks and some change
That's all it would have taken
For a birthday smile

Define the word tool
Using something or someone
For your convenience

Going cold turkey
No more hugs or kisses please
No more being used

Give give give and give
Nothing given in return
Barely your first name

Fantasy lover
Making me believe you cared
Nothing more than that

The Good, the Bad, the Haiku

Don't ask me why the slight Eastwood theme of titles, it just stuck and it tickled my fancy.

1/23/12
Another six months
Going to work in the dark
Six months till day light

"I'll miss you Mommy"
"I'll miss you too Boogie Boy"
"Do your best in school"

"You're so beautiful"
"And you're so very handsome"
Our cuddle time talk

"Mommy come watch this"
Mario cart champion
Little gamer boy

Hi-yah! Block Kick Chop!
Padawan in the making
Starts in the Dojo

3/31/12
Anxiety fills
My entire being with
Dread, fear and failure

Procrastination
Has been my worst enemy
Rely on myself

Feel like a failure
Don't live up to their standards
Full of shame and guilt

Fist Full of Haiku

8/29/11

Tone of voice says all
Sarcasm in all it's finest
Cuts quick to the heart

Feeling bad enough
You know how to make it worse
By the words you say

Moody Grumpy Crap
Sometimes hate being a girl
P M S just sucks!

10/24/11
Egotistic Queens
Narcissistic Attitudes
Always about you

Tantrum, pout and sulk
Hissy fit when you're ignored
Sarcastic cover

Who are you to me?
Not husband, father, brother
Don't presume to count!

Thousands of miles
Never known me or seen me
Crave my attention


A Few Haiku More

8/22/11

The light of my life
Four feet, blond hair, gray green eyes
I'd die without you

School is in session
You're getting to be so smart
The world is all yours

New teacher, new class
Nervous anticipation
New friends, new faces

My hopes are for you
To succeed at being you
Whatever you do

Ten fingers ten toes
Two lovely eyes and a nose
My perfect lil' boy

World Wide Wrestling
Monday Night Raw or Smack Down
Too cute pretending

8/27/11

Wind blowing my hair
Me, topless, sunshine, freedom
It's a Jeep thing dewd!

Solo this weekend
Camping Upper Chaquita
 Hope my boys have fun

Job Security
Also known as idiots
Empty villages

A few haiku

In times of great stress, joy, sorrow, frustration I turn to haiku to vent my feelings.

8/15/11
Oh light of my life
Getting bigger every day
You're my everything

My little dragon
learning what is right and wrong
Protector of man

Fighting all the time
Hateful, hurtful, painful words
Out of lips I've kissed

So very tired
No energy to fight still
Is solo better?

Little words, sharp teeth
Used to inflict heart felt pain
Not even sorry

One small word 'sorry'
Said one too many times now
Has no meaning left

So sick and tired
Of these little fights of ours
Wearing me down fast

Why do we do this?
Little fights that cut and sting
Is that all we feel?

Last word, last word, last
You just had to have it huh
Very big of you

Some surprise for me
You cranky, moody, grumpy
Take it out on me